
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
My Amazing Sister Jill!!!!
For any of you who don't really know my sister, here's a small glimpse into the many facets of her personality. She is by far the favorite aunt and lets all the kids do things noone else won't. She's a nut to be with, although I'm not sure which picture gave that away. These few pictures were 15 seconds in the album. There are vaults more just like them. I have been so grateful for her being here with us the past seven months and have truly enjoyed every day of it. Thanks Jill, I love you!!! Remember people, single. Tall, dark and handsome????
December? Really?
November has been very uneventful for us. Cole is coaching basketball again and it is in full swing. It's nice to be involved again. Coach Jeffs, as always, has been great to work with Cole and his crazy schedule. Although it does occupy much of his free time, I do love seeing Cole do something that makes him happy. After 2.5 years, he was released as Young Mens President. It has really been strange. Reminded me of when he was laid off. Nice to have the stress gone, but thanks, all done. End of story.
Brynlee and Haivyn have been getting excited for Christmas. This is really the first year that we will have "Christmas". We're excited. We were going to go to Delta, all my siblings are coming home, but I think we will just stay home instead. (Not worth the hastle!)
Thanksgiving came and went. I spent the morning in the ER with strep. Yuck. Thank goodness Laurie did all the work. The next two days Cole and I had reservations at the Downtown Marriott in Salt Lake. I was feeling fairly ok, so we spent the day shopping. Mistake. We were in bed by 6:30, yes I was asleep. Thank you Laurie for keeping the girls. It was so fun to just spend time with Cole doing nothing at all. We hit a few movies, The Blind Side is a definate MUST SEE!!!! We also went to the temple, ate at Tucanos, and just hung out. So fun, nice, and definately overdue.
My sister and I made it to New Moon. Yep. That's about all needs said. (Not a fan!) I have really enjoyed only working 2 nights a week now. I have been working on a lot of unfinished projects, not to mention outside stuff.
Jill is still staying with us and there is potential for a job to finish the school year. I have my fingers crossed. I really am mixed because ultimately yes, she needs to find a man and get married. But I do love having her around. If ya'll know of any bachelors send them our way. 24 or so, tall, dark and handsome:) Love ya Jill!!!! Who wouldn't want this? Seriously?
(Sorry Jill, it's the only picture I can get to at work!!)
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
October Recap
Haivyn's Birthday Cake. It was my first attempt with fondant. Some was good, some bad. I learned a lot and actually had a lot of fun!
Halloween!
Brynlee wanted to be a flower and I had a rough vision. I found one with the flower pot on the internet, then the vision was complete. It turned out just like I imagined. It took me about a month to really get it done, but once again, it was a lot of fun. I don't think my mom ever thought I'd sew, but from a distance it looks pretty good.
Haivyn wanted to be Belle. Thank goodness it was easy because all my time was spend on Brynlee's. Thank you Disney!
Friday, October 16, 2009
Where has the time gone?
Haivyn is such a spunky, energetic, loving little monster. She has unconditional love that is truly amazing. She has a tender little heart and gets her feeling hurt very easily. She is truly a princess in all aspects of the word. She loves all princesses. She has many gowns and can almost always be found in one of them, or at least a pair of butterfly wings. I hate to say this, but she has taught us what it is like to have a "normal" child. They're a lot of fun! She brings so much joy and enthusiasm to our house, and I really cannot think of how boring our life would be without her. Haivyn, we love you!
Having Haivyn turn three also marks so many milestones for us. Cole started teaching in August of 2006. Haivyn was born in October. I was carrying our insurance, so I stayed in Cedar City working and waiting. We had also built a house that we were planning to live in until Cole got his job in Ferron. So, we had listed the house for sale but really weren't having any luck. Needless to say, that's a whole other story. We couldn't buy another house in Ferron, because we still had the construction loan on the house we were building. We were essentially homeless. Cole was living with his parents and I was in our apartment. The day Haivyn and I were discharged we packed up the air mattress I had been living on and drove to Delta. The next day we drove back to Cedar, signed the closing papers on selling the house, then drove to Ferron and were staying with his parents until we could find something to buy. Yes, this was my worst fear. I had just left a beautiful new house to live with the in-laws. So Cole was finally done with school, and we were leaving Cedar City where we had previously been for the last 3 years. Life was finally beginning. Or so we thought. When Cole was laid off in March of this year we were devastated. I suppose you never really know what life has in store for you, and I know something good will come from this. Although I'm not sure what it could be, other than unemployment, there are worse things that working in a coal mine. The money is almost double and I'm now only working 2 nights a week. Will he ever get back into teaching? I'm not sure. Will he go back to school for something different? The thoughts are nauseating. Will we move to find a different job? I doubt it. Ferron has truly become home and we have met so many wonderful people, not to mention Cole's parents are here. Despite many challenges, we have truly been blessed and are very lucky. Life is not always as it seems. We have become more grounded, humble and grateful for the simple things of life.
Brynlee started kindergarten this year. Has it been a good experience? No. Does she like school? No. Have I been disapointed by the school district? Utterly. I become too angry and frustrated if I get into details, so I will spare you. I would like to say that it will get better, but I truly don't believe that it will. It breaks my heart to know that not everyone thinks she deserves the best. My goal for her is that she can read, write her own name, dress and feed herself, and be a semi-functioning individual. I know resources are not always abundant, but I wish others had the same goals for her.
I have many pictures to post, but am at work. I will try and post when I get a spare minute. I know you're all still in shock to see that I actually did post something. More to follow...
Monday, July 27, 2009
About Time...
Brynlee begins all day kindergarten this year. I've waited for this, yet now feel as though our bubble of safety is being crowded by the realities of life. The older she gets the more her differences are apparent. As a parent, I can no longer be her protector from others or the challenges that life holds for her. It tears me up to think that others will not look at her as the perfect angel that I see. I know that she will be teased, hurt and ridiculed and I almost cannot bear it. Trust in the Lord I know, but my heart still aches. Every stage of this journey is difficult.
Haivyn will be three in October. Three. That is so crazy to think about. She is so independent and must do things her own way. She loves her thumb and her "lalie", but must have the two together. One is not without the other. We tried to break her of this but I quit. I suppose I'm holding on to the slightest bit of infancy that is left. She is my snuggle-bug, and loves her sister. I hope this never changes.
Since it has been so long, I will post a little bit of what we have been up to.
After school got out in May, we went camping. We had fun fishing and hiking.
The beginning of June my parents came over and we went four-wheeling down Eagle Canyon.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Just what have we been up to you ask???
So enough about our whining, here's a bit of what we've been up to. I decided a slideshow was the best way to post a lot of pictures. Do enjoy!!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Reflection
But with so many of the challenges come the blessings. She has taught us a new meaning for the word "patience", as well and kindness. It's not always easy to celebrate life's small accomplishments, but when she first started walking at 18 months, counted to 20, or knew the date of her own birthday, I was so proud of her. Everyday I see changes and growth in her, and everyday of life with Brynlee is a celebration.
We have done, gone and accomplished many things both as a family and individually. We haven't done everything we would have liked, but our memories are endless. It's been a wonderful 5 years. Not always easy, but nonetheless wonderful. Now I have new dreams and aspirations for her, which is more self-fulfilling, becuse I also know they are His dreams for her. She is my sunshine.
Monday, March 9, 2009
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Season comes to an end!!!
Brynlee has had bilateral ear infections and I thought Augmentin for 10 days would cut it, but she's coughing and has a runny nose again. Sigh. I'll ride it for a few days and see what happens. She also lost another tooth. It makes me nervous that she's already loosing teeth. Any of you other moms go through this??
We're going through an interesting transition at our house from babies to girls. We have no baby paraphenelia and it's nice but definately different. No crib, high chair, bottles, or even diapers. I see Haivyn passing Brynlee in some areas and pulling her along in others. They really are great buddines, I hope it continues.
I quit running for about 2 months and really can't get into it again. My treadmill died and that has made it even harder. I hate, let me repeat hate, running in the cold. Runny nose, tingly legs, burning lungs, need I continue? Anyone have any suggestiong? I plan on buying a new treadmill but we just had to buy a new T.V. and computer, so that puts my plans on the back burner for a bit. I'm trying to be positive, and give it a good effort. Now that Cole doesn't have basketball we're hoping to really hit the bikes hard. I love that we have something we can do together. The girls love the trailer so that makes it fun too. I have some pictures of what we've been up to but I'm at work, so hopefully soon! Until next time,....
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Update!
Cole is busy with basketball and young mens, I continue working full-time graves and trying to see the glass half-full, Brynlee is tossed from the T.V. to preschool and back to the T.V., and this pretty much sums up Haivyn...

Need I say more?




